Saturday, May 30, 2009

哭泣

寫了那麼多
我終於來到了上海
帶著忐忑不安的心情繼續活下去
每一分 每一秒 都在想念著台灣的一切
眼淚幾乎不曾停過
想要忘記都很難...
 
反覆的看了大家寫的信
很能感受Faith.Cindy他們剛來台灣的心情
我現在就是這樣
幾乎快得憂鬱症
 
今天是第一天
早上整理東西 暫時忘記台北
過一會兒 去商舖用無線上網
跟清清 瓊文阿姨 阿公姨婆msn.skype
寫信給朋友
那時真的很開心!!
回到家睡個午覺
起來差不多四點
想到光鹽的大家正在聚會
眼淚又不禁留下
和望望玩玩uno
後來跟媽媽煮晚餐
禱告前 媽媽也哭了
我又再一次的放聲大哭
 
真的...
失去才會懂得珍惜
但我要等到明年才能看到大家
就深覺悲哀...
這裡的環境令我緊張
聽說到火車站那還有搶匪 扒手
還會被人跟蹤
這裡的食物也令人害怕
都要慎選 否則會拉肚子
 
我想這應該是我人生中難得的低潮
太愛大家~
希望我不要再哭了~
 
p.s大家的blog我都上不了 包含yahoo都被大陸封鎖
我的blog也是 所以我是用信箱發文..
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李存愛Irene Lee
www.ireneli.blogspot.com

6 comments:

mku said...

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基督愛手牽牢靠
上帝伴隨分秒間

Unknown said...

愛愛~
今天聽見你難過的聲音 我們都感到不捨
寫下你的心情跟老爸說 好好的把她哭出來吧
我們都想飛過去抱住你 加油
你是我們的驕傲~~love you
期待你分享你的心生活
我們會常常紀念你的

Debby said...

hi 愛愛 =)

我竟然會上Facebook以外的地方留言, 真是你的榮幸 JK 哈哈
聽聿琳太后說你很想念我們喔!早知道要提醒你不要太想我 =P 你媽媽有沒有讓你把紀念本帶去呀?
最近越來越能體會你的心情,想想一年後出國上大學(或志工)一定很捨不得家人朋友,真的很辛苦! 所以會常常為你禱告 =) 你是童心的驕傲,加油喔!

Unknown said...

tears . . .
tears of happiness, of sadness, of pain, of love . . .

i guess each of us feels a tiny bit of your pain.
we miss you
and that hurts, though it obviously doesn't hurt nearly as much as your pain.

still, remember, with time, pain dulls.
besides, we'll see each other again!!!
seriously!
love you tons, love love (ha~)!!!!

可涵 said...

Hi 愛愛
我是可涵....dont know if you remember .... but just want to let you know that moving away from friends ... is always painful when I was going to move back to NZ, it was hard to leave all the family and friend behind, but you will realise after a while ... that if you manage to make a effort to stay in contact with them ... that you will never loose them! On the other friend the distance dont really change your friendship So add oil in Shanghai .... Didn't get a chance to know you well but hope you re coping ok ! Say hi to your parents for me please .... cause I tried to ring Huilin but it never got through and hope to hear from you !

Faith said...

Times like these will deepen your walk with Him and give you greater peace...hang on to Him, the only constant, unchanging One. Read ps.116 and believe it. Walk before Him in the land of the living. He will dry your tears. He is faithful. Love you...